沉默
不久前 两个月前，阿姐转寄了一封电邮。
沉默，因為我不知道怎麼開口，怎麼對你說。
沉默，因為我說不出自己有什麼好處，而你的好處卻有好多。
沉默，因為你身邊有一個人，
沉默，因為我怕被你拒絕，我怕你說：「你很好，可是……」
沉默，是因為我們是好朋友，我怕從此失去一個知己，又得不到一個情人。
沉默，是我不想你以為我一直為你做那麼多事情，是因為我暗戀你，而不是欣賞你的才幹。
沉默，因為我不能向你保證些什麼，我不能給你些什麼。
沉默，因為我不想你知道表面上滿不在乎的我，原來那麼脆弱。
她说，读完以后竟然想起我。
我，沉默。
P/S : Its way too weird after translating it to English. Hence, no translation. So sorry.
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April 22nd, 2007 08:55
默哀…
April 22nd, 2007 09:50
aiyo…… 别太沉默，要不然你会还没开始就结束了
April 22nd, 2007 13:06
Sigh* Dunno how to read …….
April 22nd, 2007 21:10
每天都沉默,是时候改一改了喔..不要每天只会办COOL..
April 22nd, 2007 21:27
hmm…
this is harder than circuit theory.
April 23rd, 2007 01:40
双喜妈妈 : 致敬。
Boss Lepton : 已经结束了。
Ellone : I explained to you half way and you went away.
Netmouse : 你才拌 cool 啊!
MengZ : Not difficult but more complicated only. Haha!
April 23rd, 2007 10:01
Yes the the combination of fei xing has started to exert its influence in
May: Feelings of love manifest.
Hmmm…a long, long time ago back in China (and now still practiced in India), love and marriage was arranged by parents - both the bride and groom don’t even know each other until the wedding night (imagine that happening today - lol). Astrologers calculate both’s ba zi to see their compatibility and whether it is destiny and written in the stars. There’s a folk legend that say before babies are born, they were matched in heaven and when they met many, many years later, they will now if they are meant to be with each other or it is just the pesky stars clouding their judgement.
If you believe in soulmate searching, don’t worry - your time will come….
April 23rd, 2007 13:05
I once read an article about this thing too, it says, if you are not dare to voice out, then continue to keep quiet. As if you tell the person, you either get the person to become your lover, or you will loose a lover and a close friend. Take your chances.
April 23rd, 2007 17:48
I am once like this, and the decision I made is voice out. Ya, she said 「你很好，可是……」, but now we still can chat like friends, when she needs encouragement, or facing pressure in exam, I will help her. Ya of course, time is the best cure, but just after 2 months I told her, I sent the first SMS to her….
If you don’t voice it out, then you don’t have any chance; if you voice it out, even fail, but I believe you 2 still can be good friends. But, find a right timing la.
April 23rd, 2007 19:53
沉默是金啊…!!! ;p
April 23rd, 2007 23:54
Giovoni : LOL. This post was supposed to be published during late February. Haha! May is the month when love would manifest. Haha! Although I don’t really believe in those horoscopes and thing, I am certainly impressed with your predictions. Thanks again!
Meow Meow : I voiced out. I didn’t get her or I lose her as well. Thank God for that.
VHanded : Right timing? When is the right timing? I certainly don’t know and maybe, I don’t even want to know.
Lao Shi : 是的是的！哈哈！
April 24th, 2007 00:42
Tell you hor… i don’t really understand the meaning of the post until i read all the comments… hehehe
April 24th, 2007 09:22
我喜欢这句–>
“沉默，是因為我們是好朋友，我怕從此失去一個知己，又得不到一個情人。”
沉默也是为了要看得更仔细，听得更清楚。
April 24th, 2007 10:57
表白，其实只是一个仪式。当你感觉得到她对你的感觉，在等多一下，那就是时候了。感觉不倒的话，算了。
April 24th, 2007 15:01
Hao : Haha! You don’t know how to read Chinese one ah? :P
Sam YP : 沉默是因为无言啦！:P
VHanded : 在一个非常不清不楚的情况下，那是不是时候了?
April 24th, 2007 20:16
I know, but i dunno what are you actually trying to say until i finish reading the comments, then only i know what’s happening… hehehehehehehehehe
April 25th, 2007 09:46
Hao : I don’t blame you since you never follow my blog. Haha!