In Reality, Jason Is… - Fat And Ugly
Uncle Belacan’s comment in “A Gift From NeeNee” – “I cannot wear Body Glove. Got tummy! So, that means Jason does not have tummy, is it?”
I was ROTFLMAO-ing with Ms. LUITA when I read the comment. Maybe Uncle Belacan was trying to say it nicely by going one big round or it could be the pictures were really deceiving.
In reality, Jason is a guy who is fat and ugly.
For the bloggers who have seen me in real life, they should know that I am really fat. In fact, obesity should be the correct word. Fat and ugly, I am. Being fat is bad enough; being ugly is also bad enough; but being fat and ugly at the same time is the worst even worse.
1) You I do not look good in anything I wear.
2) Your My confidence is always being challenged by other people.
3) You I am always on the disadvantage side compared to the HYTs.
4) People, especially girls and SYTs tend to draw a thin line between them and you me.
5) You I have problems in getting the correct and comfortable size for long pants, especially jeans and slacks.
6) You I will never be good in sports unless I take up sumo. (Heck, I do not have the enough fats and size to play sumo!)
7) You I have one more reasons for the girls to reject my confession. Thanks to Uncle James who have mentioned about it in this post.
8) Think about it and write it in my comment box.
Sometimes, I feel so sad about it but sometimes I do not. At least, I have seen many people who are not as fat and ugly as me are kicking those HYTs’ asses, especially people like Abdul. It is just that, people tend to be a little bias towards fat and ugly people like me. Even though they do not admit it, but I feel they are bias towards me. In my eyes, there are a lot of things that seems to be unfair to me.
However, after getting used to the situation, I am more independent. When I am sad or emotionally hurt, I find a way out from it by myself, without seeking help or an ear from a friend. When I am in deep trouble, I find my own solution without seeking help from other people. When people tend to ignore me, I keep myself occupied by doing my own stuffs and get use to the loneliness. I try not to bother my friends as much as possible by grumbling or venting to them. (Auntie Maria, sorry and thanks!) Basically, I am very much independent. Maybe I am wrong, I think fat and ugly people are more independent and capable of doing more things by themselves.
Life is not as wonderful as people say. Being fat and ugly is not fun at all. Well, most of the time, it is not. -sighs- However, it is not end of the world though. –smiles-
The “In Reality, Jason Is…” series :
Part I - Scared Of Watching Horror Film
Part II - An Introvert
Related posts:
August 28th, 2005 00:16
Attitude is more important your looks. If you treat ppl well, it’s obvious that most of them wont even bother how you looks, how big ur tummy is, how small ur chi is… hahahaha… just be urself lar…. don care wat other ppl say…
August 28th, 2005 00:20
hey tell u a secret huh, b4 pregnant i was 46kg, during pregnant i was 75kg… and guess how ‘heavy’ am i now? only 48kg!! wanna know the secret punya secret how to slim down???? kekeke… send me $$$ 1st :pdpdpdp
August 28th, 2005 01:24
Hey..Jason,
Funny post..!! men fat not too bad lah..!! women fat.. no one wants..!
Men fat.. got character ok.. lor..!
Women fat got character.. also not ok lor..!!
August 28th, 2005 05:46
I abit fat and super ugly, just be yourself. :-)
August 28th, 2005 05:48
ur entries really touched me. I am amazed how strong you are inside. for me i always act strong but inside, i’m crying. And nobody knows expect me. Dun lose the faith brother, keep blogging!
August 28th, 2005 06:22
fat doesnt mean it’s the end of the world bro… I’m fat wat duh…
August 28th, 2005 17:24
The issue is not about fat or ugly but its all about your bad attitude. Do not give excuses for yourself to blame on other things.Ppl treat you the way you threat them. Just an advice,change your attitude if you want people to treat you nicer. You are not learning how to become independent but you are trying to ignore the reality in the real world. If you dare, go to face the real world and ask your frens why they are bias towards you. People tend to be bias not because they are bias nor because you are fat and ugly but it’s because your behavior!!
August 28th, 2005 18:23
Not-My-Fren : Honestly, I suspect that you do know me in real life, don’t you? Perhaps you have known me since I was small or you have grown up together with me. Else, how do you that I have a very bad attitude. No, I am not blaming other people. I am ignoring the reality in the real world? No, I am not. I have asked a few friends of mine and they said I’m just fine, just some points here not good, there not good. But, definitely not as bad as you say or thought. Why I say people is a little bias to people like me who are fat and ugly, is because it does happen. Not all the time, but it does. If you do know me, why not you write how bad my behaviour is?
August 28th, 2005 21:16
hey boy, dun so upset la.. the world is a cruel thing. u fat & ugly that’s not tru… altho to be honest the fat part is a little true tho who am I to judge who’s fat n who’s not when I’m one myself.
cheers to the world of reality
August 28th, 2005 22:07
The good news is, your outward appearance is something that can be worked on! :) But then again, no matter what you look like, someone will like you just the way you are.
August 29th, 2005 12:15
A thin body guard earns RM2000 per month. He knows karate, martial-art, tai-chi, Silat….etc.
A fat body guard eanrs RM5000 per month. He can’t sing, he can’t dance, he can’t even run fast.
But why?
Cause the fatter body guard could sekali block 7 bullets for his boss and survive after 4 weeks in hospital.
And the thin body guard could only take 2 bullets max. !! That’s why.
Everyone in this world means something for someone.
Be yourself and live for yourself only. Don’t mind too much about what other people says…
Ok? I could block 9 bullets sekali by the way!! And my price??
RM9000 per month !! I am rich !! I am damn rich !!
August 29th, 2005 14:23
uii.. dun brainwash urself being fat n ugly la.. perhaps u r abit chubby n cute.. (=
but i guess most gals dun mind chubby bf.. cos they do have ‘on chuen gam’.. hoho..
but i must say somethg to big bok la.. y fat women got character but not ok la?? i must help my those chubby ‘ji mui’ chut dam hei la.. grrrr..
August 29th, 2005 18:47
alamak! my komen ada hurt you kah? sorry lar bro. honestly, some tummies are sexy, but some tummies are fugly! haiyar, dunno how to explain… you know lar, hehehe.
btw, went to the clinic yesterday and found my weight increased to 80kg liao! sigh… hmmm, maybe i have a sexy tummy, heh!
August 29th, 2005 19:34
u might not believe tis but inner beauty matters much more..
August 30th, 2005 00:15
Oh…after enjoy reading your post, now I enjoy reading the comment hahaha…
Fat? Oh, of cause you are, but ugly? no, you not up to tht standard :D keep “fatting”, nothing wrong with it.
August 30th, 2005 04:11
Auntie Maria : Haha! I will be keep on “fatting”, see my next post.
Tash : Most likely what people say is different from what they think in their heart.
Belacan : No no no! Not at all, I was ROTFLMAO instead. Haha! Mine already pecah 3 digit oh~!
Julie : Chubby? LOL! You should see me in real life then!
Philips : Since when you become bodyguard har?! Earning RM9k somemore, like that I can earn RM11k loh~!
James : Work on it, yeah! Read my next post. Hopefully, somebody and someone will.
Ice Queen : Not upset, I am used to it already! Haha!
Jerry : You and your fat, buzz off man~!
nabeidotcom.blogspot.com : Thanks for dropping by! Yeah, I will keep on blogging.
Yong Kian : I will and I am.
Shiau Lin : The baby come out already mah become lighter loh~! Guys where got baby to dump out woh~? Don’t bluff my money mah~!
Hao : Haha! We will see about that lah~! You also another bo chia kia~! :bpbpb
August 30th, 2005 08:46
jason, its good that u hv finally understand sumting. Yes, jus dun care wat ppl say bout u. Y care on wat other ppl say, u r in-charge of ur own life.
I dun hv da right to critic and comment on u, right. Coz myself aso not that perfect.
August 30th, 2005 09:11
jason,
ugly??? there is no ugly this word in my dictionary…!! every1 have their special body…so what for care bout ugly n fat?? just be urself lar…confidence… and, u r fat better than those skinny beanny lor…
August 30th, 2005 10:31
Young Brat : But its not easy to not to care about what other people say. Usually, I don’t care about what they say about my fatty-ness though. :D
Milly : Haha! You say until like very “sap sap sui” hor~!
August 30th, 2005 10:32
ish…i’m fat and ugly also…dun be sad…at least u can still fit in body glove’s shirts ;)
August 30th, 2005 10:33
Of course you’ll fit into a body glove shirt dude, read carefully: body=badan, glove=sarung, so in short sarung badan, why wont it fit? Hehhe!!
August 30th, 2005 12:49
hoho.. just a way to lighten u up mah (=
August 30th, 2005 17:19
Erizabesu : Haha! Yes, I can fit into Body Glove’s shirt. ;)
Analgestic : Heh, cari gaduh izzit?
Julie : Thanks for making me laughing. Why you always put sideways emoticons one? (= instead of =)
August 31st, 2005 01:09
Say all you want people, but I like the way you accepted the fact that you are fat and it’s gonna be that way forever. You still got the option to work out and tone down those fatty parts into lean muscle ;).
You are 21 if I’m not mistaken right? 21 is the peak of our age where we are at our healthiest and fittest, so it is easier to exercise to lose those fats. Trouble comes when you reach after the age of 25 where our body function will no longer work at it’s optimum. Not only that, diet plays a major role too. Maybe you should drop those “cheah fan” or “tambah telur” to just once a week.
Like I said earlier, why declare about yourself being fat when you still got the chance to change that? Don’t take this as some critism to fat people, but think how it can improve your health and well being for many years to come? Better die of old age rather then a heart attack ;). Besides, you are a guy which means you can built muscles, thus increasing you metabolism rate to burn fat, which makes girls at a disadvantage.
p.s. You dont have to eat once a day just because you have a RM10 a day budget. You can start by eating one part rice, one part veggie and one part meat at a “chap fan” stall and it won’t cost you more then rm3 a meal, save for the drinks. Add that with dinner and you spend just below RM8 a day.
You may either heed or ignore this comment, but just keep this as an advice for people who have given up being slim.
August 31st, 2005 03:17
Anonymous : Thanks for your compliment. You will know why I accepted the fact that I am fat and its gonna be that way forever when I blogged about “In Reality, Jason Is… - Part III” soon. I have completed the article, but waiting for the correct time to publish it. Stay tune, if you do visit my blog occasionally. Thanks for dropping by as well.
I do have the chance to do that, but my favourite hobby is to eat, in terms of quality and quantity itself. Somehow, the resistance is totally pointless. Also will be mentioned in details in my Part III. Haha! Hopefully one day I will just get my ass up to built my muscles and increase my metabolism rate.
In here, you rarely get to eat RM3 per meal, minimum also RM2.80 for 1 meat and 1 vege only. Besides, I prefer to eat 1 meal a day, unless I am at my own hometown. Then, I eat lunch as well. Ah, but really thanks for your suggestion.
Thanks for writing down your comment and advice. ;) Oh, you too have given up being slim? ;)
August 31st, 2005 10:30
hi there…
kai hong’s cousin here… well, after reading wat you wrote… all i can say is… BE URSELF~!!!!!!
i’m alone now in oversea furthering my studies… sometimes i do face some problem like wat you are facing… ppl tend to ‘leave’ u far far… juz becoz of some small little matter… and u noe wat… i’m becoming more independent now…
juz be urself and live the way u r… dun care bout how ppl ‘c’ u… be CONFIDENT~!!! (ahaha… tell u now… u look luch more better than my fat fat cousin k…)
September 1st, 2005 07:28
Biebie_pig : Hi! Funny nickname you have. Glad to hear that you are doing very well in oversea too. Hopefully I will have more confidence with myself. Thanks for the encouragement. (Kai Hong ah? He looks like Andy Lau ler, but fat version though.)
September 2nd, 2005 14:53
I am definitely bias against fat people… I like them very much… since I am trying to be one myself :P
September 2nd, 2005 17:01
LOL. Hopefully you won’t regret when you become one. But nevermind, you got J already. :P
June 20th, 2008 04:35
at least you can function! being a hideous, overweight woman in society is worse than being a murderer!
we’re either insulted or worse, ignored! i cant believe ppl cant see me - im big enough!
its a good job im an aetheist - i couldnt possibly believe a god would have knowingly allowed me to be born.
June 20th, 2008 12:41
Rey : Are you one of those like me too? Well, we will just have to survive on our own and work our things up.