Feeling Melancholy
Have you ever been so down or moody for no reasons until you just do not feel like doing anything?
I was in such mood last week, especially Monday and Tuesday. I have no idea why I felt so. The only reason I came up was the after effect of my trip to K.L.. Throughout the 6 days when I was in K.L., I have so much fun and I was never alone (most of the time) at all. Chee Yong, Lee Hwee and Chun Kit accompanied me day and night, “yamcha”-ing at Feeling Café or typical “mamak” stall. Then, I got to meet a lot of bloggers and more new friends. In conclusion, every second was meant to be fun, nothing but fun and happiness.
However, when I came back to Malacca on Sunday, something just did not seem right. I was alone again and I was feeling lonely. I missed all the fun that I had with my friends in UKM and of meeting up with new friends. As I entered my room, I saw my aging and dying Dell computer, my table, bed and the 4 walls. Every thing was so lifeless. I did not have the mood to study for the next 2 days. I skipped 2 morning classes, I surfed the blogsphere and internet aimlessly, I slept most of the time, and flipped the notes for the sake of flipping them. All I wanted to do at that time was to stay inside the room and do nothing.
It was Tuesday evening when I had a short chat with NeeNee on MSN messenger. We had different opinions on an issue and she went offline as we were debating over the issue. I took my once-dead-but-got-revived Nokia 6100 and started to type a very long SMS to her. Tears came out as I keyed in her number. (Not crying! Tears just flow out naturally, OK?) (Nee, are you still keeping that SMS?) After that, I felt so much better and every thing was back to normal again.
I am fine, now.
What is the main point of this post? I have no idea. I could be saying that I miss my friends, or I miss all the fun I had in K.L., or I was just having my PMS. (The currently missing in action, Juliana said guys also have PMS and there is a special term for it. –sweat-) Just take it as a mumbling post from Jason who likes to mumble.
Updated 17/8 at 12:11PM.
Twinsmom said I am experiencing “Fun Withdrawal Symptom”. -lol-
P/S :
I better come up with a better post soon before someone throws rotten watermelons, tomatoes, vegetables or eggs.
I will be having exams on Thursday, Friday and the following Monday. Wish me luck!
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August 16th, 2005 03:11
Hey.. Jason,
Glad you snapped outta it.. and good luck with your exams..!
Cheerio..!
August 16th, 2005 08:54
yo jason..no worry la..holiday is coming soon.. so wait abit then come KL again lo..
lifeless in room??!! then jus walk abit outside the room and mayb go lecture to re-fresh la.dun stay in the room too much
August 16th, 2005 09:38
One rotten tomato coming!
SMACK!!
Another one!
SMACK!!
okok… flip out of it, that should be enough to wake you already!
Happy blogging!
August 16th, 2005 09:50
Its called Andropause.. I think u’re too young to have that LOL You might having PMS then .
Kidding aside , everyone goes through some ups and downs. If there were no downs would you have any ups?? Life would be very boring indeed.
August 16th, 2005 10:25
testosterone sudah tak cukup (probably due to excess blogging) that’s why kena ADAM (androgen deficiency in aging male)
characteristics symptoms:
1. brother cannot stand
2. not horny
3. lousy mood
4. no strength
5. fragile bones
6. increased body fat
7. hard to concentrate
8. memory loss
9. insomnia
berapa ada? -mk
August 16th, 2005 10:48
Dude, good luck on your exams.
August 16th, 2005 11:52
Oh no… i just read about 5xmom’s “shut up if you’ve nothing to say” post (something liek that). haha. but dun worry lah - ur post got “isi-isi penting”. lol
wah skip class to blog and surf - MMU tuition fees about RM4000 per semester~~!!
August 16th, 2005 18:03
I am also kind of lonely in Penang. My family and friends are not here with me. I really miss those fun i had with my friends. Eventually, you will get throught it. By the way, all the best to you in your coming exam!!!
August 16th, 2005 20:51
you also PMS ah? LOL…
August 17th, 2005 02:09
have been reading your blog for quite some time. I guess this is my first comment tho :)
All the best, and good luck :)
August 17th, 2005 10:15
It’s only natural that you felt the way you do. After all, fun time passes real quickly. And when it’s gone, you’ll just have to go back to your normal life.
August 17th, 2005 13:26
all the best for ur exams ^^
*flip* *study*
*flip flip* *study study*
*flip flip flip* *study study study*
August 17th, 2005 14:34
pretty normal i guess, ups n downs…sometimes v jus get so down n lazy without reasons ehm..complicated
gambateh la, me trying to retrive from my laziness n study too..hehe
August 18th, 2005 05:32
Big Bok : Thanks for the wishes! Yeah, glad I did and it only took me 2 days! By the way, you have got mail.
Young Brat : Don’t worry. I will be coming to K.L. soon! Hopefully we will meet up this time. Heh! But I don’t feel like doing anything.
Egg Head : -lol- -wipes off rotten tomatoes-
Romantic : -lol- Yeah, I am too young for that. :P Yeah, life would be boring if everything is just too smooth.
Anonymous : -lol- Aku macam jackpot beberapa lah~! Macam mana ni?
Viewtru : Thanks! Thanks for dropping by too.
Narrowband : Errr, for that case, I better not comment. It might just makes thing worse. I didn’t skip classes for that ler!
Emotionalistic : Hope you get over yours as soon as possible too. You haven’t find your own group of friends in Penang?
Twinsmom : Yaloh~! Fun Withdrawal Symptom. :P
Jerry : Thanks for your first comment!
Julie : Thanks! Haha, I don’t feel like flipping them anymore. I feel like crumpling them up instead.
Tash : Yeah, lazy without any reasons! Haha! Good luck to you too!