I Hate You When…

P/S : This is an emotional post.

I hate you when you do not reply my SMS.
I hate you when you do not pick up my calls.
I hate you when you do not care about my feelings.
I hate you when you do not give a damn about how much I care for you.
I hate you when you do not share your sadness, problems and secrets with me.
I hate you when you do things that are totally different from what you told me.

I hate you when you are rude to me.
I hate you when you are in bad mood.
I hate you when you are always busy whenever I call you.
I hate you when you are always tired whenever I call you.
I hate you when you are always sleepy whenever I call you.
I hate you when you are not able to help me with my problems.

I hate you when you always say no to my simple request.
I hate you when you always say no whenever I need help from you.
I hate you when you always have appointment with other friends but not me.
I hate you when you always hang out with friends until 3 o’clock in the morning.
I hate you when you always say no or busy whenever I want to meet you on Saturday night.

I hate you when you would call me only when you need help.
I hate you when you would SMS me only when you need help.
I hate you when you would cancel our appointment for no reasons.
I hate you when you would find other friends but not me on Sunday evening.
I hate you when you would cancel our appointment to go out with other friends.

I hate you when you lie to me.
I hate you when you shout at me.
I hate you when you take me for granted.
I hate you when you never listen to my problems.
I hate you when you never care about my probems.
I hate you when you divert the topic to another when I question you on certain issue.
I hate you when you give me lame/unacceptable reasons when I question you on certain issue.

However, I hate myself even more for writing such thing because, deep down inside my heart, I do not hate you at all, because I know, I love you in a very special way and there are more reasons for me not to hate you.

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11 Responses to “I Hate You When…”

  1. Milly
    July 4th, 2005 08:31
    1

    erm…erm….erm… who is the person u talk about ar?? wah..hate him/her so much…. isit gonna kill the person? hahah…. anyway…hope u ok rite now..this person must be very important to u..it hink i noe who is the person..nyek nyek….

  2. Hao
    July 4th, 2005 14:38
    2

    I know! I know! It’s Chris he’s talking to!

    Why?

    Read it HERE

    Don’t be so emotional lar… go drink some 减肥茶..eh, no no… 凉茶 to cool down…hehehe…

  3. kiasi
    July 4th, 2005 15:29
    3

    Never mind, I hate many people also.

  4. Jase Lee
    July 4th, 2005 18:14
    4

    I went through the same path as you bro, so I know how it felt. It’s like talking to a wall and yet, wall is still way better due to the fact that they don’t hurt as much as the person do.

  5. Lobak
    July 4th, 2005 21:30
    5

    10 things i hate about u?? times many more times..

  6. MengZ
    July 5th, 2005 00:13
    6

    who is the person that make u have this mixed feeeling?

  7. Jason
    July 5th, 2005 11:39
    7

    Milly : Tell me who is she/him then.

    Hao : ~!@#$%^&*()_+

    Kiasi : Too bad, I can’t hate her/him. See the last line?

    Jase Lee : Agree…Enough said.

    Lobak : Yeah, similar to that, but many more times only.

    Mengz : Guess. I have blogged about him/her before in my blog. Go through my archives then. ;)

  8. earl-ku
    July 5th, 2005 13:57
    8

    hmmm so much hatings … jason are you suicidal prone?

    hehe

  9. Jason
    July 6th, 2005 02:55
    9

    LOL… Maybe… LOL…

  10. mailmelar
    July 7th, 2005 22:06
    10

    sing with me..”i hate myself for loving you..”

    cheer up, mate! all will be well soon…

  11. Jason
    July 7th, 2005 22:40
    11

    Haha. “I hate myself for loving you…” Maybe I could do a post on it. :P

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