I Am Crying
I was numb when I read the e-mail I received approximately 36 minutes ago…
I shed my tears when I read the same e-mail for the second time.
I started crying when I read the same e-mail for the third time.
I am crying now as I am typing this.
I am crying.
Jason asks, “If everything happens for a reason, please tell me why I have to endure all the sufferings in my friendship?”
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July 7th, 2005 16:31
What’s wrong with you dude??
July 7th, 2005 17:25
oh gosh..what happen to you Jason?
July 7th, 2005 17:46
Alamak, apa yang telah berlaku?
July 7th, 2005 18:20
hii… dun cry la, i go ask Ic3 Que3n jie jie and Milly mui mui come to hug u huh…
look open abit… sometime when you look openner the world gonna be wider, ok?
July 7th, 2005 19:06
i wan to hug you one… but later ppl say we are gay…
July 7th, 2005 21:46
Cry for now only ahh…tomorrow will be another good day…
July 7th, 2005 21:54
whatever happens..we’re all here for you..
be strong..*hugss*
July 7th, 2005 22:26
cheer bro…. sometime must let go… appreciate the happy moment.
July 8th, 2005 00:26
Hmm, so what’s wrong la? According to my superior analytical skills, I guess that email sender would be a female and she would have written something that might have broken your heart. Let me take a wild guess…
1. She already chosen someone else
2. She’s a lesbian!
3. She said she need to concentrate on her work/family/bullshit/etc
If she have some other excuse that the 3 above, please update us!
July 8th, 2005 01:01
i’m sorry i came in here and read this blog without ur permission, but i got caught up with ur name from a tag u sent to a blogger ring of mine because my (ex)bf,who happens to be a Chinese and was named Jason,(altho his real name is Daniel) because everyone referred us to the best selling Malay Movie by Yasmin Ahmad, called SEPET (i’m not sure if you’ver heard of it tho).
However, reading this latest entry, .. we faced the same situation. I am so very sorry for you, Jason.
Please stop crying.
love hurts.
mend it with those memories and move on.
i hope the scar & bruise are healed soon.
let time heal it.
God Bless.
July 8th, 2005 01:26
Jason wat is wrong?
what is wrong wit this friday?
damn… some bad friendship thing also happened to me
July 8th, 2005 01:47
*nudge* Get some teh tarik or something, man. Lighten up, because its better to do something that make the situation better. At least things that can make you feel better. Chill, bro.
July 8th, 2005 04:34
Many have come to say that bad things happen to you for a reason. Although, when something bad really happens, it’s really hard for people to immediately think that. I know the road ahead won’t be easy, but life isn’t easy and you hit bumps along the way…so I do hope you will feel better soon…
“Look to this day, for it is life, the very life of life. In its brief course lie all the verities of existence, the bliss of growth, the splendor of action, the glory of power.
For yesterday is but a dream, and tomorrow is only a vision, but today, well lived, makes every yesterday a dream of happiness and every tomorrow a vision of hope.
Look well, therefore, to this day.”
July 8th, 2005 09:42
Move along. life goes on. There are plenty more fishes in the sea, enough for everyone. :)
July 8th, 2005 10:53
wow….jason…what’s wrong wif u?? oh my god… when jason cry that emasn sumthing big case happen ler…!! hmm..
after raining day will see the rainbow….
July 8th, 2005 11:04
Sup Nigga. What’s the dilly yo? Why you down dawg? You want me to pop a cap on someone?
July 8th, 2005 11:22
Don’t worry, we go eat BKT together!
July 8th, 2005 13:18
hey jason, r u ok? life r always full of problems.. but there r also happiness too… so just let the problem be ur life experience n live in happiness..:D
take care ya..!!
July 8th, 2005 16:15
what happened to you, Jason?
July 9th, 2005 01:01
Tiu Nia Sing : Sighs, the same old problem arised again, for the N-th time.
Jinlan : I always have problems with girls, the same girl, again and again. -sniff sniff- But after looking at your blogger picture and your sweet smile, I smiled too! :P
JxT2J : Aku pun mau tahu apa yang sedang berlaku yang mengakibatkan masalah kali ini.
Hao : Yaloh, better don’t. Me and Chris is more than enough.
Msau : And today is really a good day. ;)
Mailmelar : *hugs*
Paul Ooi : Already let go, still got problem. Now, I’m confused.
Jase Lee : Out of the 4 guesses, you only got 1 right - she is a female. Haha! Perhaps later, not now. ;)
dd.diyana : -lol- You don’t need permission to read somebody’s blog, ok? Take it easy. Oh is it? Hehe, I have another friend who loves “Sepet” so much till she even dreamt of engaging into such relationship. Haha! She’s a blogger too! Anyway, is not really about love, but somehow it does related too. :) Thanks for your concern, really appreciate it.
Mengz : Don’t know yet. :) Good luck with your own problems.
Silencers : Alright. I already feel better after having my dinner at 11PM. Thanks!
Miszbabykiss : Thanks for the saying. I will repeat and try to remember them so that I can remind myself whenever such things happen again. -hugs-
Kancil Killer : Haha, I guess I fished a shark this time. Haha! But, I’m all right for the mean time.
Milly : Who say after rainy days only get to see rainbow? I can create rainbow you know. But, thanks for caring anyway.
Anonymous : Thanks for dropping by! Err, nevermind, unless you are willing to pop/punch/whack a girl.
Kai Hong : Very “gam dong” ler! -sniff sniff-
Blinkblink : I’m fine, for the mean time. But it seems that I have more suffering and sad stuff happening to me ler. Alright, I will. You take care too!
Chloe : Sighs, again and again. No other people than her. :)
July 9th, 2005 23:01
Bro..wat had actually happen?
can ya plez update with me?
July 10th, 2005 06:48
I will tell you some other time, ok?
July 10th, 2005 15:02
hi jason, i am not sure, but i guess we are in the same shoe. i am at home alone, going crazy coz my bf just left me a few days ago after 6 years. My heart is so painful and all i can do is cry all day long for the past few days.
July 10th, 2005 15:15
Sweetheart : Hi there. For my case, its not about break up though. Its something related more towards friendship and the platonic friendship we are trying to have. Oh well, but I feel sorry for you as well. Its very hurt and I hope you will get over it soon. Life goes on.
July 10th, 2005 15:27
thanks for the reply, jason.
frankly, i have no idea what to do but just passing time hoping time will heal and make me forget.
u take care.
July 10th, 2005 15:40
You are welcome. But at this time, you need F-R-I-E-N-D-S, thats all you need. :)