The Missing Piece
It has been some time since I blogged something emotional that comes straight from my heart and also fits my personality - mumbling and being emotional. Well, today’s post will be another emotional post of mine, but I am going to blog it with a different approach and method. Well, I hope this post is able to carry my thoughts and feelings to the person, who is none other than NeeNee while on the other hand, reminding myself all the time that I…
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I bet there are some (a lot?) people who are happy for me especially Abdul if they see this post. However, this does not mean that everything ends here and everything will still be as it is now, with a little patch to downgrade and set a limit to certain things. I never regret anything that I have done for her and that includes her 21st birthday present.
To Nee,
I shall try to solve my problems within me that has lead to all these troubles since 5 weeks ago. There is someone to substitute my role and he will definately play a better role / part compare to me, although I have given my very best and I have no regrets of whatever stupid / silly / idiotic stuff that I did for you. However, when everybody fails and dissapoints you at times when you need somebody to rely on, turn around to look behind you, you will see me. Let the presents be your reminder for you especially the “one” you always bring along with you and those who accompany you when you are sleeping.
Jason.
P/S :
Thanks to JxT2J a.k.a Jason Tee from “buangmasa.net” for hosting the file on his server.
Thanks to April Yim for sharing this file to me when I was under depression a few weeks ago.
Now, I am thinking of somebody who I can care and love as much as I care and love for Adeline and NeeNee, I wonder who will be the next lucky (unlucky?) one. Mun Kit? Too bad, I am not gay! Since Mun Kit “sayang” Isabelle more, I should “sayang” Annabelle but Annabelle is too small already. Carol? Hmm… -rubs chin-
File shall be removed on 11:59PM of 4th of April.
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March 28th, 2005 17:43
although i’m not your missing piece, but i sincerely hope that you can find yours ;-)
although the problems have not been settled yet, let bygone be bygone.
as for the present, don’t worry, it always be by my side no matter where i go, who i’m with, what i’m doing…it really means a lot to me…
no matter what happens, you’ll always be a very special friend of mine.
March 29th, 2005 05:43
Nee,
Just in case you didn’t get the meaning behind the slides and also for the sake of my readers, I explain the meaning of posting up the slides. As you and me know, we shall never be a complete circle, no matter how hard we try or how much effort we put into. Somehow, we just can’t make it albeit we have somehow exceeded what a friendship supposed to be. Oh well, you are one missing piece in my life, and when I found you, you really made me complete. Undeniable, I have a lot of fun when you were with me, virtually, mentally or physically. :)
But well, I guessed that I have been holding on it for too long and too tight, and I have missed out and neglected a lot of things during the process. When you got a bf, I over reacted. Since then, we had a few arguements, cold wars and bitching session just because I could not accept the fact. I am too used to you being single and all of a sudden, you are not. I am not expecting a relationship with you but I more like want you to be single. Oh, selfish me! Every thing seems to be different. Oh well, I decided to put you down and let the other circle to pick you up and while I continue to move on. I have done a lot for you and well, maybe it is time for me to take a rest and search for another missing piece. :)
Hugs…Love ya!