Do You Miss Me?
I missed you at this moment as I was writing this post. My mind and my heart was thinking about you, distracting myself and unable to concentrate doing the task on my hand. I kept looking at my mobile phone, looking forward to the “1 Message Recevied” sign and hoping it was from you. However, the phone has been laying down motionless since 09:58:30AM and after I sent you a message at 10:15:19AM. I waited until 1:30:27PM and pressed the magical number 5 on my keypad.
My phone showed “Dialing 012-3xxxxxx…” and I waited.
“Tut tut… Tut tut… Tut tut… Tut tut… Tut tut…”
“Mmh?”
“Ei, got take lunch or not?”
“Mum mum (Eating) now.”
“Mmh. Why didn’t reply me?”
“Har? You got send me anything?”
“This morning?”
“Oh, that one. I was doing something.”
“Mmh. Oklah.”
“Nothing liao?”
“Mmh.”
“Bye bye.”
“Bye bye.”
“-clicked- Tut tut tut…” (Thinking whether she was with that someone.)
-sighs-
I have been reading the e-mail that I have wrote to you yesterday over and over again. I am looking forward to hear a reply from you since last night during our conversations and SMS-es but not a single word was mentioned. It is alright, I am still waiting and tonight I shall try again.
I was thinking whether you know that I miss you most of the time. I used to SMS, call and tell you whenever I do, but not now anymore. Things have changed. You are not the one you used to be anymore. I have to control of myself since that day and it is suffering indeed.
Do you miss me?
No. :’-(
P/S : I am not sad or anything, do not worry. I am serious and I am very happy today!
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February 24th, 2005 14:32
A good warrior knows when to walk away.
GO ON!!! Go out to the sunshine and find something else to blog. Find some cincalok recipe and share or something?
February 24th, 2005 16:38
aikkk kesian kid.. i know how much it hurts to anticipate replies from ppl.. yet not getting it.. been thru it.. just lucky now that i’m not havin any crush on ppl.. take care man..
btw.. a good way is to divert your own attention.. find something else to do.. like er.. sending fake love letters to lilian.. :ppP
February 24th, 2005 16:54
hayo … brada … ppl tell u dee mar … wake up and smell da coffee lah dei !!!!! ppl like u muz kena tampar baru will wake up wan !!!
February 24th, 2005 17:13
5x Mom - Yeah,I know.I am just waiting for my digital camera to come back and go snap some food photo,especially the chicken rice that I promised to blog about.
MunKit - Yo dude,you got my intention of this post.The anticipation,the climax and the dissapointment for waiting replies from people.:)This is what I really wanted to write,but I don’t know how to,so I used my today’s example.Haha,dun worry,my attention is on my exam (next monday and tuesday.)
Jack G - Hahah!Always that aggressive when comes to me!Dont abuse bear bear mah! ;) I am going on,steadily.Don’t worry,ok?I have join a new club as well.:)
February 24th, 2005 19:02
Oi, cilaka, who mention my name again? I got plenty liao, no need to wait for fake love letters liao. Baru Chinese New Year, I finished two Milo tins only. Kueh Kapit.
February 24th, 2005 19:13
Jason, Jason…
February 24th, 2005 19:36
lilian :wahhh….u love kueh kapit?
i can finish tins of them also..keke!
anyway,jason,missing is very very suffering,i hate that.
February 24th, 2005 19:51
5xmom - duu,who else but MunKit loh~!two milo tins of kueh kapit,the 500g or 1kg tin?
pigging princess - here here!apa hal?
stephanie - kekez,same here lah.who loves missing anybody?
February 24th, 2005 20:42
Get a grip Jason, get on with your life. This whole thing has very much been a one way street.. so bud move on before you get hurt too bad and too deep. and invest anymore of your precious life on a unfruitful relationship..
February 24th, 2005 20:45
Keona,first time seeing you here.Don’t worry,I am out of it already and we are moving on.:) nothing to worry about,ok?errr,just some “I miss you” post.not some super sad break up/got rejected post.
Yawn~today is just so damn beautiful. :bpbpb
February 24th, 2005 21:31
What lar you… I where got pigging? Anyway cheer up k? There’s still a lot of opportunities out there. Makes me sad when you are down. -PpPp
February 24th, 2005 21:34
Lolx..i am not sad at all lah!
haiyoh~i am super happy today!
plez lah~let me go lah~
February 24th, 2005 22:31
People concerned bout you only ma…Hmph! next time dunwan to choi u d…
February 25th, 2005 00:40
there are a lot of fish in the sea leh…
February 25th, 2005 02:18
pigging princess - dun lah like that!
tiwnsmom - i not really sad over her lah!-sniff sniff- oh yeah,today i went out with another fish.muahaha
February 25th, 2005 03:06
relax bro..