Please read Part I and Part II if you have miss out the posts, before proceeding to Part III.

Throughout the year, we shared our things and some little secrets with each other. She told me a lot of her personal things which I think I could be the only person or one of those few people that know all those things.It took great courage for her to share those stuff especially with a guy and I did my part by keeping them as a secret. However, there are times when she would close her heart and does not want to tell me bout her current problems or secrets, which sometimes she does share with another person. I do know why and I am working on it, hopefully she will be more comfortable sharing it with me. Undeniable, both of us know quite a number of each other’s secrets which can be devastating if it is to be leaked out.

In 2 years time, we became very close friends till our classmates started to spread rumours or talk behind my back. They would ask or tell her that I love her or stuff like that and she would explain it over and over again until she got sick of explaining our relationship. I do not know why those people will ask her about our relationship instead of me. They never mention a single word about her in front of me, yet they keep bugging her over and over again. I do not care what they say but she sort of does care. Hopefully, by now, she knows how to handle them already by being sarcastic, hinting them to mind their own business. As for me, I continue to shower her with love and care.

Once in a while, we tried to catch a movie or hang out together once in a while. Funny thing is that whenever we plan to go out together, there are obstacles ahead of us, making our lifes difficult and miserable such as her free time, no nice movie to watch, no transport and even car accident. Somehow, it is very difficult to ask her out as I need to make appointment with her one week in advance. For countless time, we had to cancel our outing due to unforeseen incident. However, that will only make the outing more precious and I treasured every single moment. Come to think of it, I do not remember watchinig any movie with her only. (Nee, did we?)

After knowing her for 2 years or more, I personally think that she is a wonderful person. Abide from her outer apperance which is always cool, eye catching, beautiful, cute, sexy, outstanding and elegant, she has inner beauty as well. She is very friendly once you get to know her, and most of the time, people get fooled by her look as she is a cold fish towards stranger. She is funny and out going, highly sociable especially among the guys. She has this sense of black humour which does not fail to make you laugh and amaze at. She stands firm on her ground and own principle and also believes in what she believes. She has one hell of an attitude just like Adeline which really make my life miserable. She is the type of girl that you will not want to mess or go against with, as she is a cold blooded animal (Animal sounds nicer in this sentence compare to person. No offence.) and will pioritize her own feelings first instead of yours. The more you expect from her, the least she will give you in return. Apart from that, she has a very wonderful stamina. She could actually back and forth Malacca with 3 different groups of friends in one day, and still able to chat on the phone until 5AM in the morning after she reached home at 2AM. She has this aura that will put pressure on you whenever you are with her (Or is it only me?) and you will try your very best not to turn down her request. (Or is it only me again?) I cannot say that I fully understand her neither very well, as I sucks in understanding people’s character but I do feel like I do know her by heart. One word, most of the time, you will get attracted to this type of girl as she is simply amazing and stunning, another plus for her beauty. -wink-

As our friendship marches into the third year, I only hope that our friendship will last and be stronger than before, fill up with ups and downs throughout the year and it is the only thing I ask for from her. I wonder what lies ahead for the next 11 months before 2006.

To Nee :

Although I only got to know you after we left school and after being my classmate for 5 years, I never regret nor complaint. If this is what we called destiny / fate, I take it with open arms / heart. Life has been really wonderful and colourful since I got to know you 3 years ago. You never fail to impress me and make my life difficult in certain sense. You always make my phone alive whenever it has been idle or lying down static for one whole day. Your ringing tone and message tone is what I always anticipate every minute. I do not care what other people is talking behind my back as long as I feel comfortable with and I do not see any reasons why should I explain my own actions to them. In a very short time, you have climbed up and remain as a very important person inside my heart. I treasured our friendship and hopefully, you too. I do not know how and what to write to you anymore. Therefore, I promised that I shall always be there for you and not to dissapoint you, never. Happy birthday to you and love ya!

P/S : This post was written with a very unfocused mind and heart.

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1. Khang Nee - Part I
2. Khang Nee - Part II
3. Adeline - Part III
4. Yen Nee
5. KL 1-Day Trip - Part III