I got this DVD from Ah Nee 10 days ago, but only remembered to blog this out today. This is because I was too busy watching the DVD and there were some stuff that kept me occupied. As most of my friends know, I am crazy for Beyonce Knowles not long after she launched her solo album in 2003. How crazy it was, you should ask my roomate - Raymond, he knows better than anybody else as he is the one that suffered the most, until he got phobia with Beyonce. Therefore, AhNee bought me this Beyonce - Live In Wembley Concert DVD for me. Although it is a pirated version, but I promised to myself that I will buy the original one when I have the money. It is just too expensive for me to buy the original version as I am totally broke now. The salary I got from working part time has other purposes. I feel so bad for not supporting Beyonce by buying her original DVD but opted for Uncle Ho’s version. The DVD is with me for the past 10 days and I watch it almost everyday when I am working in the shop. She is just too hot and too sexy throughout the concert, with her seducing dance steps and also body (more like ass) shaking. There is one scene which she changed behind the curtains, showing only her shadows, that part really turned me on. Nose bleeds whenever I see her dances, from the start until the end, especially her last song - “Crazy In Love”. Oh my god!

DVD Bonus Video Special :

Backstage
Dressing Room
Show Favourites
Beyonce - Solo Artist
A Day In London
Meet The Fans
A Conversation With Beyonce
“Crazy In Love” - Live From The Brit Awards 2004
L’Oreal Commercial

So, anybody wants to watch her concert? I do not mind borrowing it to you as long as you give me back after that. Ok, time to play some Beyonce’s songs before I go to sleep.

-humming “Crazy In Love”-

Today is the first day of my last trimester for Gamma year. I am going back to campus again, however, things are different. Its because I am having a bad start for this new trimester and it seems everything is just not in the right place. Not only that, I am working part time as well and also studying at the same time. I attended my first lecture of the day, EHM3066 - Engineers And Society and all I met are total strangers, as they are my seniors. I do not know anyone of them but hopefully I can get along with them well during my project for this course. Not only that, I long to meet those friends that I really missed a lot especially Hwa Yinn, Jerry, Cheng Yee and those people that I hang out often with. As this is a long trimester, about 4 months, hopefully I have ample time to sort my things out before the end of this trimester.

Recently, Ah Nee has been acting a bit strange but I know that she is just fine. She has been busying, either finishing her series in this holidays or just busy with something else. Anytime of the day, she is always occupied. Heard that she is going to watch “Shutter” in K.L within these 2 weeks. I SMS-ed her, but got short reply or no reply. I called, she showed her usual tone and I hang up not long after that. Ha! That is she - You Khang Nee. By the way, her hand phone is awesome. It can detect an incoming call before I managed to call her. *Sweat*

Joanne and Abdul has been telling me a lot of stuffs, from the usual jokes until how should we live and also his love life, trying to cheer me up as usual, thanks a lot! You guys and girls have been a great friend, although you are about 120km away from Malacca.

Today is my long time friend - Ven Soon’s birthday. Happy birthday! Hope to catch up with you when you come back. It has been a really long time since we last met about 4 to 5 months ago. I actually found out that Buaya69 visited my blog when I was going through his blog yesterday. He was here within the last 24 hours for 3 times. I am happy with that but I doubt my blog will persuade him to come back for more, but thanks anyway, Buaya69! Nothing interesting recently, maybe I should rest for a while before I start blogging again.

By the way, is it co-incidence or what?! Haha! I just mentioned about this yesterday night and Oliviasy has blogged about this.

The relationship between my parents and me is getting from bad to worse, and now from worse to worst. It likes my own family is abandoning me anytime. No need to ask, I dissapointed them again with my current matters, which I shall not disclose here. Seriously, I should think and do something with my behaviour and attitude towards my family and parents. There is something wrong with the way how I look upon and treat my family, it seems that I put friends as a higher piority rather than my own family. My mum actually cried when lecturing me and said that I am a very irresponsible person and totally lack of motivation / aspiration to strive for success. Hopefully, by this trimester, I do something with myself before I dissapoint my parent one more time.

Now, I really need somebody to talk to.

The original version for this post is not what you are reading now, it was editted from head to toe as its just not suitable to be posted here.

Anyway, just want to say “Thank You” to someone for lending me her back to lean on, while I weep on the other night. Even though its just a few minutes, but it definately made me feel much better after crying it out.

“……not an ugly and a shame if you cry in front of a girl…”

-smiles-

To my housemates (as if they read my blog.),

I have passed my job to Raymond and he will handle the bills from now on. Hopefully you all will be happy with the new finance minister. I am sorry that I handled this matter badly and I hope that you all will forgive me for all the unhappy things that caused by me, whether is it due to my attitude, the way I handle things or also the way I treated you all.

I am sorry.